Summary of 2011

Today is the LAST day of 2011. 2011 has been treating me pretty good but also put me in a big loss. Anyhow, I wish for better in 2012! 2011 end with FYP and 2012 begin with FYP. Something went wrong with my FYP so we all have to change title to do other thing. A big sigh. In addition, we need to extend our bench work for another week. Pray hard so that we all could finish in time. MUST PRAY!!! So, after lab work, will begin another new trimester and pooof CNY!

In my opinion, the biggest thing and most devastating thing which happened in this year would be the earthquake in Japan.

Maybe due to aging. hahaha... I fee nothing about the new year thing already. Last time I was really enthusiastic to welcome a brand new year. Not now any more because it is just another day... another day... Oh ya, I did plan for something to welcome a brand new year which was to cut my hair to short but then my friends all very kind to ask me to see back my short hair picture before I plan to cut it. HAHAHA. Actually that time I felt OKAY mah... but now when I looked back at those pictures, very NOT OKAY! It is still me in the end.

GOODBYE 2011. HELLO 2012.

Some last pictures in 2011:
I wanted to do a summary using picture on what I did throughout 2011. I did not brought back my hard disk as part of the pictures were saved in the disk. So below are some random photos in 2011 without according to the sequence of time. All the pictures here and of course some which were unable to show here are a very precious memory to me which I appreciate a lot.

Their presence makes my life colourful =)

=) moments that I miss.

QiangQiang =)

PangPang <3

attended BM symposium 2011. I saw this picture in Mr. Yuen's office. I was in it. hehe

Best friend's 21st

My 21st

Xin's 21st

Lai's 21st 

Of couse there are JY's, XX's, Loh's 21 st as well as KhoJye's 20th BUT pictures not with me. Paiseh =)

1st picture of us<3

VRI trip =)

The people who has such a major place in my heart and who has spent the biggest part of 2011 with me.

Mica came to Seremban

The first time I made my wish on paper lantern

missing those busy moments

:') thanks for accompanying me.

Still like kids.

Our trips =)

=)

together we went through all the hardships

BM first trip=)

MG role play

Role play!

My favourite Nadeje Crepe

Daorae!

Happy New Year!

Lastly, below are a few of my favourite songs....

Goodbye 2011.

Peace *V*

Waiting

Waiting has become part of everyday life. Waiting has become a habit. Consciously and unconsciously, we are waiting.Waiting for opportunities to come, waiting for miracles to happen, waiting for foods to be served, waiting to use public toilet, waiting for train, waiting for someone, waiting for the rain to stop, waiting for sun rise, waiting for bad day to be over soon, waiting for letter, waiting for holidays, waiting for the future to come soon, waiting to die,waiting for something that we don't know what we are waiting for and etc. Sometimes, waiting brings hopes and sometimes, waiting dismiss hopes.

Waiting can be really tired because you can never know what is coming up next. Waiting steals time, youth, money, energy and soul. The beauty of waiting is that it brings surprise. The outcome might be or might not be what we have expected. Waiting trained us to be patient enough to wait for everything that we want to hold on to. 

The secret of waiting is to wait. Waiting can be either a short process or a long process from miliseconds to seconds to minutes to hours to days to weeks to months to years and to inffinity. Certain things required us to wait for a little while while some other things required us to wait for forever. Time is not a constraint if we are waiting for we want. Waiting is subjective.

The worthiness of  waiting? Only the one who waits, know and understand.
Again, waiting is tired. You never know.

等待很累。它可以很美。

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It's beautiful and wonderful yet so miserable.

Mr. Snowman says Merry X'mas

Mr. Snowman says Merry X'mas~! O.^

One of my wish is to spend X'mas in winter country. with snow, of course! =)

and have a warm coffee with the love one in cold night and hugs to die.*IF*

I hereby wish each and everyone of you  a very happy Merry X'mas. <3
Happy holiday~!

7 days to 2012

It's freaking 7 days towards the end of 2011 and also the beginning of 2012. If you ask me what had I did in 2011, damn, I couldn't answer it because things happened in a swift and times just went off like that. I already don't remember how many zillion times I've mentioned about time flies so fast but I still want to repeat that time really flies so fast like a rocket. One of my achievement in 2011 is I got a new camera. It is in one of my wish list in 2011. However, out of so many things that I've wished for in 2011, I only achieved one! =.= *fail, super fail* The others are sigh. Don't wanna mention. I will add them into my 2012 wish list. Since next year would be my last year in Uni *if nothing went wrong*, I would like to wish for more. I want to get a job of my interest and passion. Actually I already have my ideal job in my mind. I want to grab it fast before the Earth vanished. Please don't end everybody life in 2012. I haven't done so many things. Pray hard! However, I am really very very worry about my current result. I afraid  I will fail. Worry die me. =(

you, little pimple, get thousand miles away from me, will you?

Bagan Datoh 181211

Do Re Mi~ with the kids.=)

Last Sunday, 5 of us went to visit them again. It was a really short trip as Pah has to work on Monday and I have to study for final exam. Once again, it was a last minute plan for me. I never thought of going back but I can't get away from the temptation. Hahaha. All the kids there are so excited when they know that we are going back. At no surprise, everytime we go back, the kids are already waiting for us. More and more of them came. Let me do a short intro to Bagan Datoh. It is basically a small village where most people there fish for living. Most of the house are made of wood and a few household there has boat at the back of their house.

A very warm and generous treat by the parent of a cute little girl.

'Pan Mee' with 'Si Ham Pancake'

This 'Si Ham Pancake' is really special. Never tried before. The one I've tried before is oyster. In addition, this pancake doesn't has egg in it. Is all flour +cockles. Superb! Is delicious. I felt so paiseh that they belanja us makan =.=

Lastly~

Me with the two cutest brothers!

Their manners are real good. They are very obedient and polite. You know what, the moment we reached or the moment they saw us, they kept on greet us. Keep on 'Jie Jie' & 'Go Go' Where to find kids like these nowadays? =) Plus, they are so cute la~!

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Before that, Happy TangYuan day. Never get to eat cuz mummy never made. Actually, she did but for prayer purpose and I don't feel like eating. Hehe.
Today only I know got salty TangYuan. All the while I thought is sweet only. If I'm not mistaken, I actually heard over the radio that got people wrap 'siuyuk'=roasted pork? SERIOUSLY?
Also, there's so many types of sugar to go with like peanut + sugar. Hehe. My personal favourite would be Ginger soup! =D

If I am not here.

If today is the last day of my life, I'd like to say, "I love you, dad and mum. Thanks for everything." This sentence which is also a message, is applied eternally. I always thought, how had it be if suddenly one day I vanished and I did not say these to them. Well, at least now, I have a blog, so if one day if I happen to be vanished, this is what I want them to know. =) All I hope for is you all to live happily. Hehe =) <3 I would still want to be your daughter in my next life and also the next next next... infinity. 

19/12/11

With loves.

This is just a very very very random post. HAHA. Yesterday went to visit the kids again at Bagan Datoh. I had fun. Also, something happened between friends. I am helpless in being mediator. I'm not good in thing like this. All I can do is listen to you and try to be there for you whenever I can. I have a hard time dealing with relationship. I'm sucks at it. However, when come to relationships of all kind, I likes to come clear which is to be honest to one another. Honesty and be true is the way and key to solve problem. *for me* This is the key to avoid any further misunderstanding and conflicts or the history to be repeated again. I told you I hate human. HUMAN is as complicated as the most complicated thing in the world. 

@.@

The BEST Chicken Rice, ever! Dad's Hainanese chicken rice ♥

I am hungry now!

幸福是自己的感觉

幸福是自己的感觉，需要自己细细去体会。幸福的距离，有时近，有时远，以为就在咫尺，转眼却还在天涯。平静的生活就像一杯白开水，喝起来淡而无味，却不知道正是它的纯净无暇才让我们的生命幸福，懂得生活的人才会在平淡中品出甘甜和幸福。
-http://www.duwenzhang.com/wenzhang/renshengzheli/20100917/156156.html-

Turning point. If there is turning point, I guess I've used plenty of it. I hate doing wrong things and make decisions. I guess this is the reason why I hold back most of the time when facing any problems. I tend to take a step backward during decision-making and let others to decide. Maybe I can have the reasons to blame others. Well, not to say blame. I feel most of the time and the major reason is that I am afraid of failure and any wrong doing. There is this quote saying never afraid to fail/ failure is a way to success (something like this) but still I am very very afraid to fail. Even minor thing like very very minor thing, I will blame myself in a very hard way for that. I feel (not I think) this attitude is so wrong. Due to the reason of afraid to do the wrong thing, I always seems to neglect myself for what I really want. 

That little girl & X'mas Photos

I was feeling so @#%@^&&^^*%$ throughout the day and I went flipping through the old photos. I saw myself when I was still a very cute little girl. That little girl did not know how sucks and uncute she is when she grows up. That little girl was blessed with loves and cares from her parent, grandparents and even great-grandmothers. Little did she know that many challenges are awaiting her and she still has so much more to learn. Life is a never ending lesson after all. 

I was a *princess* too. with my white horse. hehe. is pink @.@

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Today, went KFC with my family. It was packed with people. We ordered 3 rices and we have waited for like around 15 minutes then the staff came and told us it would take longer time. So, he replaced the 3 rices with other items. ANYTHING of your choice. So lucky! =.=

Christmas is daysss away. Everywhere is full of X'mas decoration. So beautiful and romantic. 

Spot me ! :p

Penguin papa and penguin son!

Hidung tinggi. 

muka besar oh muka besar

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Exam oh exam,

FYP oh FYP,

I am so tired of you two.