Your Smile

Finally, 

your smile C:


I was waiting for your smile ever since then.
and yes...
 finally...
 after 2 weeks ,we met...
I'm glad
at least you seems to be better
but I know because I am
the heart is still pain.


Though you are laughing and joking with me, you never stop mentioning about him
I know you miss him a lot.
Me too. Never fails.


I still need to sleep with light even when there's companion.

My stomach is very very very very very P.A.I.N!

Attended 9 hours of lecture and 2 hours of tutorial! CONGRATULATION

At the end of the day... I'M TIRED 

What did I learnt? I always asked myself at the end of each class.

The answer? Nothing! sad case=(

I always tried to pay attention during lecture but my mind fly away soon after that.

I'm always trying to search for myself.

I always get lost.

I'm trying too hard...maybe.

I'm suffocated...everywhere... and even in my own world.

Maybe the problem lies within me.

Yes. 100% lies in me.

There's no wrong in others.

Is so hard to be a perfect human being.

I bet nobody else can accept me. 

Smile=)

A simple smile from you and I'm happy for the whole day

Everyone looks nice when they smile

So, smile to be perfect 

and of course, the more you smile, the more happiness you will get

Smile more okay? and of course, to ME!!!

DogVids=)

Enjoying his treat=)



Two beagles playing together=)

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脾气嘴巴不好，

心地再好也不能算是好人。

有人的地方，

就会有是非。

你把它看作很正常，

就不会难过，

因为大家都是凡夫！

陈淑曌， 要记住跟学起来！！！

I found the above quotes from a book which really inspires me.
By the way, I don't understand what is 凡夫!!!
=)

I found my name^^  -->

Father's Day=)

Oh My God~! =D

I dunno how to express my feeling!!!

I sms my grandpa to wish him happy father's day.

Then within 10 seconds like that my grandpa called me.

Hahaha. He said "谢谢你的爱心" and "take care"=)

I was so shocked you know?!

Then I replied "okay... I LOVE YOU...erm...ByeBye" and hang up=p

Hey, I never seriously say I Love You to other people before okay?!

This is so embarrassing!!!

 I'll Never ever say I LOVE YOU again!

My grandpa really very dote on us... really appreciate it! 

wanna say thank you, thank you and thank you=)

i really love my grandpa

both of my grandfathers!!!

Both of them are like super super super GREAT you know.

I'm a lucky granddaughter with two great grandpa^^

thanks again and again..

and

not forgetting my two noble grandmothers=)

i really want to shout to the world that i love them so much and i'm such a lucky girl to have them in my life

thanks god for everything... i'm so grateful now=)

Appreciate so much<3

Hope that i'm not the only one who can enjoy this kind of blessing

Now... there's still my father...

I still haven't wish my dad yet...

Well, you see, I'm so man and cool in front of my dad

and we seldom talk on the phone

how am I going to wish him???

hahahahaha... he must be waiting for my wishes! *i guess* lol

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 1st lar..................=p

Today, my friends and I attended soft skill-interview-

That lecturer was like 2.0m tall!!!!!!!!

I have to raise my head all the way up to look at him and talk to him!

I did learn something from this soft skill but I don't find it arousing and interesting=p

 Then, yesterday Share Harn and I went to be helper for talent time.

Free performance to see and free food to eat=p

and the following will be our "syok sendiri" pictures=P

Snap 1=p

Snap 2=p

Snap 3=p

Of course there are still many many SNAPS but UNFORTUNATELY only these few are presentable.

HAHAHAHAHAHA....

I'm happy today and I'm gonna sleep soundly and have a good dream!!!

Before this, 

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY<3

to one of the greatest papa, Uncle Hee who is way up in the heaven=)))

and... GOOD NIGHT to Justin Bieber=p

sAd

The only word that describes me best=(
My bro msg me to tell me that grandparent has reached home.
I want to see them so badly. and of course my doggies.
I want to yell out now.
Made me no mood to study also.


Thousands of ME in ME are unwillingly to spend my weekend in Kampar=(

Enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today I went for briefing+rehearsal for tomorrow's talent time...
and yesssssss! I'm so excited to watch their performances!!!!
Everybody sang so well =DDDD

p/s:I love to do experiments BUT I hate to do those stupid reports.

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I Love kids and dogs! Love their natural expression- where there's no any constrain!!! 

小丑was like kena cekik*strangled* by the two monsters! pity my dear 小丑

and... i love my grandma's expression too=)

She always wears a lovely smile on her face...

I love you 

I'm so sad

They are coming to visit us tomorrow BUT I have to stay in Kampar

So so so so SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arrgh!!!!

and I can't celebrate father's day with with both of my grandparents and dad!!!

last but not least... I've got no "bak chang" to eat!

Well, all those were just a very 幸福‘s complain=)

 I don't care if I am able to celebrate father's day or not because everyday is a father's day.

Furthermore, the most importantly is they are living healthily and happily.

I don't care if I am able to eat "bak chang" or not because it will made me fat~!

hahaha

I really hope that I can do something to made her feel less miserable=)

Please uncle Hee

Look after her from the heaven okay?=)))

Goodnightssssss

hAHAHAHahaHah

I was taking an afternoon nap. Then I woke up, seeing through the window…It was daylight!!! I thought I was late for morning class>.< Is it a symptom that I’m having stress??? Hahahaha

And… back in the dream, I was SHOPPING with my mum and brothers you know~!!!

I was choosing a hair band and a sunny… sigh… those hair bands and sunny looks so attractive in my dream. I should have buy them in my dream! Arrrgh *I’m so regretting now*

Hahahaha

And I was dreaming about my family these few days. Wondering if I’m missing them too much.  

How come I can’t see my dogs in my dream?

I want to go home so so so badly but I can’t=( have to be helper and attend soft skill.

No father’s n Grandfather’s day celebration.

Today, today, today…

Something is going on=) Is getting nearer and nearer.

Happy Birthday

I know it is late by one day... but I still wanna say

Happy Birthday to my stupid+disgusting+ noob+ ugly+smelly brother

I SMSed him to wish him happy birthday but he did not reply me! Wasted My 1 Sen!!!!!!

I'm not planning to give him present because he still owed me my last year's birthday present.

So stingy lar u

Now that u r seventeen, hope that you can made something out from your own abilities and be a good person ok? 

Sometimes, things happened when you never expect them to happen
and this make it so special and mean so much=)

NIGHTS=)

To LengLui=)))

Leng Lui, *u noe i'm referring to u*

加油=）

it is just a small setback

don't trip over by this small stone

i know u will miss us BUT hey, we will miss u more ok?! 

and and and

this may sounds disgusting

but i want you to know...

we will never leave you=D

i really don't know how to console you but i know you know then no need to say too much already=)

My Dream

小丑

My dream

My dream 

My dream... 

is to have many many many PUGS living together with me in my dream house^^

I will save a room specially for them.

Isn't it cute when there are many pugs playing together especially with their ugly-but-superrrrrr cute face?!!!

I could imagine that we will be a very happy family! 

Wuahahahahaha

First of all, I need to find a mate for 小丑^^ 

　Then they will get married and born me a dozen of pug puppiesssssssss=))))))))

OMG I feel so happy by only thinking about it!

小丑-1st day

小瓜's expression is so funny in this pic!!!! can't stop laughing at it

Sometimes, I wonder how would I carry on my life if one of them go to heaven='(

The loss of someone or something will always leave a permanent tatoo on our heart.

We felt the pain when we are getting inked.

but the pain fade away and you won't feel pain at all after a period.

However, when you look back at the tatoo, you can actually feel the pain again.

I'm suppressing my deepest feeling because I don't want to go astray and getting unable to control over my emotion.

Up to today, he is still deeply missed

and I still haven't see the bright smile on her face...

I'll wait for the day...

Never Say Never

The Karate Kid is good gooD goOD gOOD GOOD

Is a nice, funny and painful movie!

Ouch! It feels so pain when the karate kid is being beaten up

The Karate kid, Jaden Smith is so so soooo cute larrr....=3

and... watching football is so exciting~!!!

I Dunno If I Should But I'll Just Let It Be=D

I Dunno If I Should But I'll Just Let It Be=D

♥

 

and...

Family never fails to be there when you need them...

and...

Don't worry Be HAPPY=))) 

and...

Let nature run its course*sometimes*

I know we cannot own too much, let us just be satisfied with whatever we have=)

3rd day, <3

Be Strong

I'm still feeling sad over my uncle's death but it is not that severe anymore compared to the pass few days. I would still think of him occasionally and cry.Most of the times I tend to kept myself from thinking about it but it was hard. From knowing the news of his death, attending the funeral, seeing him sleeping in the coffin and cremation, I felt miserable. The worst part was seeing my aunt and my cousins losing their beloved husband and daddy. 

I can't sleep well this few days. I would on the light and slept. There were two times where I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, thought about it and having hard time to sleep back. I'm scare.

Alright, I'm feeling better now. Hui Hui is really stronger then me! I should be stronger to take care of her=) I know she needs me and I'll always be there for her. Now that when I miss your daddy, I'll recite na mo amitabha and it really works! Thank you=) and I know your dad is in the heaven=)Jia you <3

and lastly, to the TWO

I felt a little bit of dissapoinment knowing the things between you two

and I really hate to see this kind of scene

I can't stand on any side as it is pointless for me to do so as things has already happened.

but... I do hope one day we can gather together again=)

Time will heals everything. It it true though it may leaves scar.

But the scar wouldn't be significant anymore because it has recover from it.

2nd day, <3

Uncle Hee,

You have gone to heaven, rest in peace

Your laughter will always be in my mind