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It's Saturday!

2012-02-18T15:05:00.001+08:00

big head picture of us

Alright, alright... I said ALRIGHT for another weekend in Kampar. Is really alright. The clock now shows 14:58 while I'm typing this. A big WARNING to me: finish off Chapter 3 & Chapter 4 of thesis and Protein revision. Hopefully I am able to settle everything fast and go home. I miss home for the freedom that I can have over there.

Finally we have booked the flight tickets successfully! I seriously can't wait for this graduation trip to Phuket. It is almost a complete trip with everyone in the gang going except MICA LIEW. Aiks...
Also, going to Bali with cousin, brother, aunt and grandparent! *HIGH HIGH*
Better no clashing in the time to come, I beg, I warn!

Before ending this post I would like to say have a nice weekend whenever and wherever you are.

That stare was OMG!

Happy Valentine's day!

2012-02-14T14:47:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentines Day!

a black heart.

Wishing everybody has a great day!

***

Last Saturday, my secondary school's friends from Ipoh came Kampar to find Ying and I. We all had a small tour to Tesco and had lunch together. It was just a short gathering and we chat and laughed at the past. Haha. They came yesterday too as it was Ying's birthday. Thanks for the treat! =)

Below are some pictures taken last Saturday. Regret for not bringing camera yesterday night because "you thought I bring, I thought you bring" and in the end nobody bring T^T

***

I'm missing home. I dreamt of my dogs. In my dream, I found them. They are back to home. I thought they are here. I woke up.

***

Pictures that caught my eye:

this pug so cute. looks so much like xiaocou and xiaocou is much more cuter! hehe

look at the eyes. can die.

Damon! the guy on the left. so hot!

very nice. amazed.

Reunion Dinner 010212

2012-02-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

The last CNY reunion dinner in Kampar with friends who have come along with me since foundation studies which is 4 years ago. Very soon, we all are going to graduate. So, next year we can have our reunion dinner at other place! We must keep this tradition of having reunion dinner every year okay? Not necessary must be during CNY lah... for as long as we can gather at least once a year. C:

Group photo

Girls *peace*

I like this picture!

Fly & Cockroach joined us too! HAPPY-nya!

DailyBits:

only wear not more than one month =( the other one dried out because I think I forgot to put the saline water =.=

books that I purchased using the book voucher. *highlight* the first book from the bottom. SERIOUSLY?

I didn't know it is Tuesday already. I've been slacking all the time. Feeling that life is a mess. I must learn to pull everything back again and start to join back all the pieces that I've created :/

CNY 2012

2012-01-27T22:34:00.001+08:00

It's the 5th day of CNY already. Mine has ended yesterday =.= My life is so boring as you can see. =(
On the 2nd day of CNY, grandpa cooked 红酒面线. Super love this! I had been having this since I was a kid. Totally in love with it. Only grandparent cooked it nice others like my mum... not nice. haha. Haven't had it for a while. Finally. =)

This is the main ingredient. Fermented red wine. My grandma used to made it but not anymore.

The 'mian xian'

In the progress of cooking

because I prefer a dryer version, grandpa cooked it one in soup and the other one like this. Nice eh! In the end all prefer this dryer version. hehe.

Steamboat at night.

The next day, we went Tanjung Sepat and Sepang Gold Coast.

Rainbow Kite

with lenglui!

The next next day, went Putrajaya to run some errand.

Popo so cute lah~ <3

DailyBits:

Favourite!

Random:
For once I thought that I have cockroach in me because right after I've done making chocolate cake and I flushed it, the cockroach appeared. It is not a small one but a big one. DID I ate it accidentally or did it enter my mouth while I was sleeping. yucks. puke.

Reunion Dinner

2012-01-24T01:33:00.000+08:00

GONG XI FA CAI. It's the 2nd day of new year! Did you all receive plenty of angpausss? Angpaus, I only got a few because never really go 'bai nian' but what I love about CNY is everyone in the family can get together and I get to eat pineapple tart! :D

Talking about reunion dinner, we had it at a restaurant having the name "Dragon something something" hahaha. It's DRAGON year, people!
So here are the foods that we had. My stomach can burst. =.=
We started off with 'lou yu sheng'.

The aftermath of trying to 'lou' to as high as possible. Hahaha.

Chicken soup?

年年有鱼

'Pun Choy'

'loh mai gai'?

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....................

2012-01-23T10:43:00.001+08:00

Pre-CNY

2012-01-22T01:25:00.002+08:00

Finally done with all the CNY's shopping including foods, drinks, cloths and everything. Kept on searching for cloths in the past few weeks and can't believe today, which is two days before CNY is the day I bought the most. Satisfaction. Haha.

I regretted buying one of those... =.=

Seriously, I can't feel CNY! >.< So what left now is cleaning my room =( look at the mess...

I don't know how to clean this mess... I just pile up everything so that at least, there's some space to walk in the room. Hahaha. The wardrobe is a big mess too. I just tidied up the wardrobe in Kampar before I came back home. I hate folding the cloths =.= Later have to change bed sheet, sweep and mop the floor. I HATE HOUSEWORK! WHY?!

This year there is no 年三十..I wonder why... Is it because this year is leap year? Yay! We have 29th in February this year! =D *one more day to live* So, reunion dinner is on 年二十九. It's gonna be a happy happy new year! Can't wait to have family gathering!

I hereby wishing everyone have a prosperous chinese new year!
龙马精神
财源广进
年年有余
身体健康
发大财
恭喜恭喜
... this is all I know. Hahaha. Once again, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. May everyone of you is blessed with best of health, wealth and happiness! =)

DailyBits:

This bunny/bear pouch that I exchange it using RedBox points! Hahaha. 300 points!

Hachiko

2012-01-17T23:19:00.004+08:00

刚看完了这部电影。怎们能够允许这部戏的存在。看完后，我快疯了。没有试过看一部戏看到有那么深的感触。T.T 真的真的哭死我了。一直让我想到它们...每天都在想。我知道我这样是过分了点可是你知道吗，在我最伤心，难过时，都是它们在陪着我。其实我难过的不是因为失去了它们而是怕它们难过因为以为我们不要它了 =( 不想象这部戏里面的狗一样。它每一天都回在火车站等待主人的出现。主人死了。它一天，两天，一年，两年，十年了都还在等...

130112

2012-01-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

Yo! Did I mention before that my FYP benchwork has come to an end? LOL. It is not a good news actually imagine that... sigh... cut off the bad part. So currently I'm on a 5 days holiday (not even a week)! Luckily CNY is only a week away! Hahaha.

Speaking of CNY, I haven't bought enough of cloths yet! =(

On Friday that day I went out with ShareHarn. We two went to sing K at The Gardens. I sang until ALMOST no voice already. Imagine 2 people sang for 4 hours ++!

She insisted on capturing an image of the yellow wrist band that we wore for the tea buffet. =.=

It has been about 2 months since we last met.

We took a few photos only =(

Happy Holiday! =)

DailyBits : *now i am going to upload all those random pictures which I simply snap one which somehow is meaningless to others but slightly meaningful to me under the category of DailyBits. LOL. DailyBits literally means every little thing in every single day which I would like to keep a track on it. =)

Some recent hobby =.=

福

TheEND

090112

2012-01-09T00:32:00.001+08:00

Handmade 'Thank You' card for Beatrice for guiding us throughout FYP

I think these masks are good. I find it weird and not dare to try at first . Somehow it really cleanse my face. Not bad lah~ I tried the PAPAYA one first. The other two not yet. All my blackheads pop out but so sad still stuck within the pores. BLACKHEAD is my biggest enemy, ever! They never seems to die at all no matter how often I murder them. So shitty!

Like ghost right? Hahaha. I also terkejut by looking at it myself.

A brand new day tomorrow.

Just bear for a while and FYP will end soon.

CNY is coming ~!

Dong Dong Chiang.

While writing this post, I heard some sounds outside my room. I am not dare to go out and check T.T What to do if it happen to be a serial killer or maybe is not human at all but G...?

BOOM!

Enough!

Gotta sleep now.

Nights

Wait,

I gotta share this song which I find the lyrics are meaningful. =)

Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins

Especially loving this part of the lyrics:

Life's to short to have regrets
So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
We only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it

Wait again,

look at this handsome TOP <3

没完没了。

晚安=）

My Saturday

2012-01-08T00:50:00.001+08:00

Sleep until 自然醒 is 全世界最幸福的事。Haha. Don't know why, I just don't wanna stay in Kampar. *lonely-2NE1* What came into my mind first is I wanna drink Chatime. Haha. Then thought of meeting with my secondary classmates. Glad that they made it because I date them at the very last minute. We gossip and laugh. It has been a few years since I last met them! Only now I realise so many things has changed. Time flies~ However, still lack a few of them as some are away for studies while some away for work. Next Wednesday, again! =D

I can't believe I had got lost in Ipoh especially when I lived there for three years! >.< Lucky me being able to find Chatime by chance.

So back to Kampar at night and meet my brother.

My grandfather's sunglass. Hehe.

Then brought him to Kampar Station for late dinner. Kampar station is quite good actually. Foods are good and served at reasonable price!

I recommended him my favourite.

Disgusting him ordered Strawberry tea. Taste good lah~

After that went to his friend' s studio which is also the place he stayed in to find the dog! Haha.

Introducing.. AhBU

Waiting for my brother's instruction to start eating!

Pity him. Only can see and not eat.

So cute right...

So obedient... eat only when my brother said so!

So hyperactive!

My face was covered with saliva after the kiss! @.@

Alright, I know. Enough!

Good Night.

One thing, today when I listened to my Fm, they said those who sleep on the left side of the bed seems to be more happier than those who sleep on the right side.
people who sleep on the left-hand side of the bed are generally more cheerful and positive - in fact , they lead a happier and a less stressful life

So, which sides do you sleep in?

今天是星期六

2012-01-07T11:11:00.000+08:00

那天在lab的窗外看到这黑色的小鸟...兴奋死我了应为可以很靠近地看到它。它的眼睛是红色的，有点恐怖！其实是有两只啦。

今天... 星期六了。还皮痒的留在金宝。但没关系拉反侦下星期三应该能做完东西了。所以决定了等下打扫乱倒要命的房间后，去怡保 >"<

祝大家有个美好的weekend! =)

020112

2012-01-02T19:38:00.002+08:00

Some photos update.

True enough.

Let your love breath so you can be complete

Tutti Futti <3 second one on the same day because got 50% discount. LOL. =p

DURIAN <3

RED <3

Summary of 2011

2011-12-31T11:29:00.004+08:00

Today is the LAST day of 2011. 2011 has been treating me pretty good but also put me in a big loss. Anyhow, I wish for better in 2012! 2011 end with FYP and 2012 begin with FYP. Something went wrong with my FYP so we all have to change title to do other thing. A big sigh. In addition, we need to extend our bench work for another week. Pray hard so that we all could finish in time. MUST PRAY!!! So, after lab work, will begin another new trimester and pooof CNY!

In my opinion, the biggest thing and most devastating thing which happened in this year would be the earthquake in Japan.

Maybe due to aging. hahaha... I fee nothing about the new year thing already. Last time I was really enthusiastic to welcome a brand new year. Not now any more because it is just another day... another day... Oh ya, I did plan for something to welcome a brand new year which was to cut my hair to short but then my friends all very kind to ask me to see back my short hair picture before I plan to cut it. HAHAHA. Actually that time I felt OKAY mah... but now when I looked back at those pictures, very NOT OKAY! It is still me in the end.

GOODBYE 2011. HELLO 2012.

Some last pictures in 2011:
I wanted to do a summary using picture on what I did throughout 2011. I did not brought back my hard disk as part of the pictures were saved in the disk. So below are some random photos in 2011 without according to the sequence of time. All the pictures here and of course some which were unable to show here are a very precious memory to me which I appreciate a lot.

Their presence makes my life colourful =)

=) moments that I miss.

QiangQiang =)

PangPang <3

attended BM symposium 2011. I saw this picture in Mr. Yuen's office. I was in it. hehe

Best friend's 21st

My 21st

Xin's 21st

Lai's 21st

Of couse there are JY's, XX's, Loh's 21 st as well as KhoJye's 20th BUT pictures not with me. Paiseh =)

1st picture of us<3

VRI trip =)

The people who has such a major place in my heart and who has spent the biggest part of 2011 with me.

Mica came to Seremban

The first time I made my wish on paper lantern

missing those busy moments

:') thanks for accompanying me.

Still like kids.

Our trips =)

together we went through all the hardships

BM first trip=)

MG role play

Role play!

My favourite Nadeje Crepe

Daorae!

Happy New Year!

Lastly, below are a few of my favourite songs....

Goodbye 2011.

Peace *V*

Waiting

2011-12-25T10:21:00.001+08:00

Waiting has become part of everyday life. Waiting has become a habit. Consciously and unconsciously, we are waiting.Waiting for opportunities to come, waiting for miracles to happen, waiting for foods to be served, waiting to use public toilet, waiting for train, waiting for someone, waiting for the rain to stop, waiting for sun rise, waiting for bad day to be over soon, waiting for letter, waiting for holidays, waiting for the future to come soon, waiting to die,waiting for something that we don't know what we are waiting for and etc. Sometimes, waiting brings hopes and sometimes, waiting dismiss hopes.

Waiting can be really tired because you can never know what is coming up next. Waiting steals time, youth, money, energy and soul. The beauty of waiting is that it brings surprise. The outcome might be or might not be what we have expected. Waiting trained us to be patient enough to wait for everything that we want to hold on to.

The secret of waiting is to wait. Waiting can be either a short process or a long process from miliseconds to seconds to minutes to hours to days to weeks to months to years and to inffinity. Certain things required us to wait for a little while while some other things required us to wait for forever. Time is not a constraint if we are waiting for we want. Waiting is subjective.

The worthiness of waiting? Only the one who waits, know and understand.
Again, waiting is tired. You never know.

等待很累。它可以很美。

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It's beautiful and wonderful yet so miserable.

Mr. Snowman says Merry X'mas

2011-12-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

Mr. Snowman says Merry X'mas~! O.^

One of my wish is to spend X'mas in winter country. with snow, of course! =)

and have a warm coffee with the love one in cold night and hugs to die.*IF*

I hereby wish each and everyone of you a very happy Merry X'mas. <3
Happy holiday~!

7 days to 2012

2011-12-23T14:56:00.000+08:00

It's freaking 7 days towards the end of 2011 and also the beginning of 2012. If you ask me what had I did in 2011, damn, I couldn't answer it because things happened in a swift and times just went off like that. I already don't remember how many zillion times I've mentioned about time flies so fast but I still want to repeat that time really flies so fast like a rocket. One of my achievement in 2011 is I got a new camera. It is in one of my wish list in 2011. However, out of so many things that I've wished for in 2011, I only achieved one! =.= *fail, super fail* The others are sigh. Don't wanna mention. I will add them into my 2012 wish list. Since next year would be my last year in Uni *if nothing went wrong*, I would like to wish for more. I want to get a job of my interest and passion. Actually I already have my ideal job in my mind. I want to grab it fast before the Earth vanished. Please don't end everybody life in 2012. I haven't done so many things. Pray hard! However, I am really very very worry about my current result. I afraid I will fail. Worry die me. =(

you, little pimple, get thousand miles away from me, will you?

Bagan Datoh 181211

2011-12-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

Do Re Mi~ with the kids.=)

Last Sunday, 5 of us went to visit them again. It was a really short trip as Pah has to work on Monday and I have to study for final exam. Once again, it was a last minute plan for me. I never thought of going back but I can't get away from the temptation. Hahaha. All the kids there are so excited when they know that we are going back. At no surprise, everytime we go back, the kids are already waiting for us. More and more of them came. Let me do a short intro to Bagan Datoh. It is basically a small village where most people there fish for living. Most of the house are made of wood and a few household there has boat at the back of their house.

A very warm and generous treat by the parent of a cute little girl.

'Pan Mee' with 'Si Ham Pancake'

This 'Si Ham Pancake' is really special. Never tried before. The one I've tried before is oyster. In addition, this pancake doesn't has egg in it. Is all flour +cockles. Superb! Is delicious. I felt so paiseh that they belanja us makan =.=

Lastly~

Me with the two cutest brothers!

Their manners are real good. They are very obedient and polite. You know what, the moment we reached or the moment they saw us, they kept on greet us. Keep on 'Jie Jie' & 'Go Go' Where to find kids like these nowadays? =) Plus, they are so cute la~!

***

Before that, Happy TangYuan day. Never get to eat cuz mummy never made. Actually, she did but for prayer purpose and I don't feel like eating. Hehe.
Today only I know got salty TangYuan. All the while I thought is sweet only. If I'm not mistaken, I actually heard over the radio that got people wrap 'siuyuk'=roasted pork? SERIOUSLY?
Also, there's so many types of sugar to go with like peanut + sugar. Hehe. My personal favourite would be Ginger soup! =D

If I am not here.

2011-12-19T06:32:00.002+08:00

If today is the last day of my life, I'd like to say, "I love you, dad and mum. Thanks for everything." This sentence which is also a message, is applied eternally. I always thought, how had it be if suddenly one day I vanished and I did not say these to them. Well, at least now, I have a blog, so if one day if I happen to be vanished, this is what I want them to know. =) All I hope for is you all to live happily. Hehe =) <3 I would still want to be your daughter in my next life and also the next next next... infinity.

19/12/11

With loves.

This is just a very very very random post. HAHA. Yesterday went to visit the kids again at Bagan Datoh. I had fun. Also, something happened between friends. I am helpless in being mediator. I'm not good in thing like this. All I can do is listen to you and try to be there for you whenever I can. I have a hard time dealing with relationship. I'm sucks at it. However, when come to relationships of all kind, I likes to come clear which is to be honest to one another. Honesty and be true is the way and key to solve problem. *for me* This is the key to avoid any further misunderstanding and conflicts or the history to be repeated again. I told you I hate human. HUMAN is as complicated as the most complicated thing in the world.

2011-12-17T22:23:00.003+08:00

@.@

2011-12-17T12:10:00.003+08:00

The BEST Chicken Rice, ever! Dad's Hainanese chicken rice ♥

I am hungry now!

幸福是自己的感觉

2011-12-17T11:51:00.000+08:00

幸福是自己的感觉，需要自己细细去体会。幸福的距离，有时近，有时远，以为就在咫尺，转眼却还在天涯。平静的生活就像一杯白开水，喝起来淡而无味，却不知道正是它的纯净无暇才让我们的生命幸福，懂得生活的人才会在平淡中品出甘甜和幸福。
-http://www.duwenzhang.com/wenzhang/renshengzheli/20100917/156156.html-

2011-12-15T19:16:00.000+08:00

Turning point. If there is turning point, I guess I've used plenty of it. I hate doing wrong things and make decisions. I guess this is the reason why I hold back most of the time when facing any problems. I tend to take a step backward during decision-making and let others to decide. Maybe I can have the reasons to blame others. Well, not to say blame. I feel most of the time and the major reason is that I am afraid of failure and any wrong doing. There is this quote saying never afraid to fail/ failure is a way to success (something like this) but still I am very very afraid to fail. Even minor thing like very very minor thing, I will blame myself in a very hard way for that. I feel (not I think) this attitude is so wrong. Due to the reason of afraid to do the wrong thing, I always seems to neglect myself for what I really want.

That little girl & X'mas Photos

2011-12-11T22:26:00.001+08:00

I was feeling so @#%@^&&^^*%$ throughout the day and I went flipping through the old photos. I saw myself when I was still a very cute little girl. That little girl did not know how sucks and uncute she is when she grows up. That little girl was blessed with loves and cares from her parent, grandparents and even great-grandmothers. Little did she know that many challenges are awaiting her and she still has so much more to learn. Life is a never ending lesson after all.

I was a *princess* too. with my white horse. hehe. is pink @.@

***

Today, went KFC with my family. It was packed with people. We ordered 3 rices and we have waited for like around 15 minutes then the staff came and told us it would take longer time. So, he replaced the 3 rices with other items. ANYTHING of your choice. So lucky! =.=

Christmas is daysss away. Everywhere is full of X'mas decoration. So beautiful and romantic.

Spot me ! :p

Penguin papa and penguin son!

Hidung tinggi.

muka besar oh muka besar

***

Exam oh exam,

FYP oh FYP,

I am so tired of you two.

Shitz

2011-12-11T18:29:00.001+08:00

So bored now that I can die.

Exam oh exam, you are such a shit.

Holiday oh holiday, you are such a shit too because you don't stay long.

ShuZhao oh ShuZhao, you are the shit-est of all.

this is how my shit face look like:
yea, %#%$#^@$

Spaghetti & some random photos & Bad Day

2011-12-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

Tomato sausage spaghetti

I made this for my mum during her birthday. I'm so proud of myself to be able to come out with such a delicious spaghetti *self-praising*. Ahem. Hahaha. Thanks to the canned tomato sauce. All I did was add a little bit of pepper, salt, chilli sauce, white vinegar and red wine. It would taste nicer if it wasn't too sweet.

The ingredients: tomato,garlic, onion and sausage.

Canned tomato paste.

Last time, I tried cooking white mushroom sauce spaghetti. Somehow it failed. It burnt. @.@

***

Random photos:

I always have a very special feeling for starfish. =)

The x'mas deco at some random restaurant I went.

a random wall lamp

a random menu

a random me

a random & random me

Song of my day:

Yea, BAD DAY.

Feeling dissapointed in myself today. I did very stupid mistakes. Yea, stupid. I will not repeat all that again. When things already happened, I hate giving explanation. People don't listen to your explanation any more when thing has occurred. Your explanation will only make it sounds like an excuse. No more mistakes is all I can promised next time.

p/s: never rely too much on electronic device. (e.g, laptop & printer) I wonder what went wrong. F.

sing a sad song and it will turn around =)

our life doesn't stop here.

I'm fine, AGAIN!

Bike trip : Gua Tempurung 031211

2011-12-04T19:18:00.001+08:00

I cycled to Gua Tempurung. Yes, cycle. You know, bicycle, 2 wheels where you have to get your leg moving for it to move. From Kampar to there is around a 15 km destination I think. It took us less than an hour to reach there. Congrats to all of us for being able to make it. It's all worth it.

This was really very last minute plan for me. I had dinner with them the night before and I thought it was crazy at first when I heard they will be cycling there. However, it sounds adventurous too! I've always thinking of going for a back pack's trip or like this time a bike's trip. I'm taking a baby step now. I hope to try something more challenging next time. =) I'm still not sure whether or not to go at first because I haven't been touching the bicycle for ages. I thought I ain't gonna survive till the end. Who knows? :) I knew if I missed this I'm not getting a second chance to experience this before I graduate. Hahaha. =)

It was FUN, really. We went for the Level 4, the full set which means the most strenuous and exciting and difficult and challenging of all. The whole journey took around 3 and a half hour. For me, is still consider okay. I hope it'd be more challenging! Throughout this journey, we climb up and down and went into the water. It was dark inside. You can't see anything without a torchlight!

I'm feeling pain all over my body and there's a big bruise on my leg. >.<

Below are some pictures of our trip. Too bad, no pictures were taken in the cave. Sad. =(

This is us. 2 km away from the cave.

The skies are really blue and beautiful. I felt like I was in NZ. <3

Really love the view of the mountain and all.

Peace *V*

p/s: this is the 100th post! ^.^

I've slept for more than 12 hours.

Such a blissful thing.

Have to begin with revision.

I miss H.O.M.E

and...

DOGssssss

How are you? :'(

Happy Birthday, Mum!

2011-11-28T11:10:00.001+08:00

I may not be the world's most filial or good daughter but to me, you are definitely the best mum ever. Happy Birthday. In my memory, you are still in your 30s but who knows, you are in the mid of 40s already. It is sad that day by day, you are getting older. I still remember how I used to be so afraid of you when I was still a kid. There's a scar on my hand which was beaten by you and you DENY it! I clearly remember it was you who has beaten me with rotan until my hand bled! Well, I forgive you. Hehe. I know I was very bad when I was a kid. I am not so good now either but I always tried to be good! Haha. I now I have a very bad temper and it always goes uncontrollable. Whatever. Mum, I can't wait to get working now and give you and dad to live a good good life. May you stay healthy, pretty, young and happy forever.

With lovessss,

your daughter =)

Christmas!

2011-11-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

Don't Know Why - a very relaxing song for a very relaxing weekend. =)

November'11 is going to end and it is approaching December. Christmas is around the corner. Feel like having some real Christmas celebration this year. =)

HO! HO! HO! MERRY CHRISTMAS!

JINGLE BELL~JINGLE BELL~

~Last Christmas, I gave you my heart but the very next day, you gave it away.~ *favourite* =)

To someone special~:) it never change, will it?

Lastly,

Greeting from London. Teehee <3

ByeBye

Till then =)

那些年

2011-11-26T21:57:00.001+08:00

“或许，在另一个平行时空里，我们是在一起的。”

好喜欢这一句话。这一句话真的好安慰人。我相信。 =）

那一个礼拜，看了那些年。很好笑。笑死我了。

Lollipop

看戏前，去吃午餐。

我们。 =）

看戏后，走走逛逛。喝茶，吃雪糕/冰淇淋。

疯了。

过后，吃晚餐。

很好吃！喜欢！

=）

我觉得我写的东西不是每个人都明白咯。

我好像脑袋想到什么就写什么。

看不懂，不好意识咯。

嘻嘻。

=）

Primary School.

2011-11-23T21:46:00.001+08:00

This few days, I kept recalling back the past. All the memories have flown back to the days when I was in primary school. Many things has happened in primary school and they left me with such a deep impression. I went to Convent. It is an English + Malay school. That time, I don't even know how to speak or understand any one of it. Even the basic thing like A, B, C to Z, I knew none. Quite a hard time actually. Teacher even sent me to extra class because I knew nothing at all. Then year by year, from Standard 1 to 6, I climb up one by one. Reaching Standard 4 and 5 I was in the second class already. However, my performance was getting bad again. Ever since the first time I scored in Science, the rest of it, I failed all the way to Standard 6. Entering Standard 5, that was the first time I speak English. We were compelled to speak ONLY ENGLISH and MALAY in the school and NO MANDARIN. As I have said, I started speaking English in Standard 5. How did I survive? My friend even reported on me speaking mandarin to teacher. I got scolded badly. =( Till today, I still remember the girl's name. Bad girl ! It was really weird when you don't speak English especially everyone around you is speaking it. I was really shy to speak it out back then. I don't know why. I am glad that I knew a friend who speak only English. That's why I feeling more comfortable to speak it out. In Standard 5, I got the last place in the exam. I cried badly. My dad was very disappointed on me. Standard 4 and 5 were black holes in my life. I was very very bad for that age. Sigh. However, entering Standard 6, I turned over a new leaf. I turned into a good girl again. I can't believe I, from the last place, had climbed up to the first place! As for my Science which FAIL all the time, turned out to be a B in UPSR! ;'( I'm touched. LOL. Thanks for the efforts that all the teachers had put in. APPRECIATE. MY PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHERS WERE REALLY GOOD! Thumbssss UP!

Actually, there's so much things happening in primary school. It will take me days to finish up all the stories! Ahhhhh~ such a memory =)

I really envy those who are still wearing pinafore. Especially the dark blue colour one!

Below are some of the photos when I went back to Bagan Datoh to visit them. It was really fun. We played badminton and eat. The people there are really nice! =)

My god- sister. Congratulation to you on getting such a good result in UPSR. =)

That's all.

I love DOG

2011-11-19T16:23:00.002+08:00

HELLO! :D

After so long, is time to update my blog! :D I've been so lazy @.@
This weekend, I feel kinda relax compared to the previous weeks. No tests, No thesis writing, No report. But yes, there's a small quiz next week. I feel so relax now after all the hectic works last week. I can't believe I actually did the writing 3 days before submission where I already knew it 2 months in advance. Thereof the quality of work is definitely not good for last minute work!

Last few weeks went I went back to JB, after I came back from Sibu in the early morning, I went to find my grandparent (mother's side). I spent only a few hours with them as I need to go back to Seremban at night. Ginny, which is my grandfather's dog, gave birth for the second time. This time, the father of the puppies is her son. That means, Ginny's son and Ginny fell in love and gave birth. =.=
The puppies are so cute. All the puppies look different as there are mixture of too many types of dogs. If you have studied Genetics before, you will know why XD
I was hoping there's a beagle as the mother is a beagle too. Too bad, none :(

This time, I edit the pictures in a very colourful way :p

feeding on milk! so cute and... pain for the mummy >.<

They are trying to climb into the house. how cute!

Meet my cousin. So big already. entering Standard 2! the puppy's expression so funny.

I hope I could spent more time with them! Before back to Seremban, had dinner with grandparent, aunt and the kids. Blessed =) I really appreciate all the time spent/spending with my family and friends =)

When things are gone, it's gone. It wouldn't get back no matter how hard you cry on it. I know this because I've experienced it and experiencing it. I've lost the love of my life. I dare not speak it out for I know... is my bad.

Things never got stable. Everyone has their own way to lead their life and it is their right to do so. Nobody is right and nobody is wrong. I can only wish the best on you.

Guys & Girls,

ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND.

Till then.

with regards <3

I'm loving this song : The hardest thing.
Loving the lyric. you know why :)

A still frame photograph of you, and me together.
Is all I have of me and you anymore.
We were so in love and we thought it'd last forever.
But in the storm, we were torn.

And I won't forget you, don't regret you. And the hardest thing I've had to do is live without you.
And i wonder why we both walked away.
I'm lost without you, still crazy for you.
Just turn around, come back because your smile is overdue
And I miss, I miss you.

If I'd only knew the words to say that would make you turn around
I'd say those words to you more than a million times.
It's been forever, but that hasn't changed what you mean to me.
Darling can't you see?

2011-11-07T13:11:00.002+08:00

不要让最伤心，最失落的你带走现在的你。
要知道未来有很多事都会改变。
所以现在的你要活得开心好让未来的你跟加开心。

我承认我现在没有过得很好...
发生了很多小小的错则。
这些小小的错则加在一起让我感到很失落，很失败，很没用。

其实事情也不过如此。
事情过了...剩下的就只好慢慢的来收拾好他。

2011-11-05T11:56:00.003+08:00

谢谢你的陪伴。
你的离开，我错了。

自己做错了，要改了。

没有人必须对你府上任何责任。

是时候接受自己的全部了。

Pulau Sibu

2011-11-03T21:34:00.004+08:00

Pulau Sibu. I love this place a lot. Part of my childhood memories are here. I always spent my school break and maybe chinese new year there. My grandparent stays there and they have a very strong bond with that place. This place, is not as beautiful or luxurious like other island but it definitely has its own beauty within it. There's a lot of happy memories here. I remembered I spent one month holiday over there. Everyday, follow my grandfather to his farm. He was strong and he is. He has spent most of his time managing the farm. All by himself. He is a great man. Then, during afternoon, we kept on pestering the adults in letting us to go swimming. Sometimes, we went to catch fish too. That's how the time is spent over there. Simple, carefree and happy. =)

Last weekend, my cousin and I together with my brother and grandfather, we drove there. Now that we are adult, we can drive there and no longer needed our uncle or anyone to drive us there. Also, we can go swimming and walk around the island like nobody business. Time flies. Last time, we are not allowed to stay away from their sight because is kinda dangerous. You know, deep sea. Sharks! Just kidding.

The pictures:=)

Tanjung Leman Jetty. Waiting for the boat to go to Pulau Sibu :D

Simply love this pic!

Lovely gong gong <3

This is it! I used to be afraid when walking along this path. I will look down and watch out every step. But now, I can run! :D

So many changes over the years.

I woke up early just to see sun rise! :D but... too cloudy >.<

Then, we went around the island and visit the other parts of it. Is beautiful!

Little crab. I'm still afraid to touch it >.<

I love this pic a lot. =)

bond that never break.

Wish to go there again ^^

Check this place out if you are interested.

Website:

http://www.sibucoconutvillage.com

FB:

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Sibu-Coconut-Village-Resort-Dive-Centre-Pulau-Sibu-Pulau-Tinggi/227965297261186

Toxicology quiz. I don't feel like studying =(

Good Luck.

251011

2011-10-25T20:58:00.002+08:00

He is two years old already. See how fast the time pass?!

Tomorrow is public holiday. Happy HOLIDAY! :D Happy Deepavali! I always love holiday. Hahahahahaha.
I've been invited to my indian friend's house for this celebration. Sad enough that I can't make it. I would really like to see how do they celebrate Deepavali! MURUKU~~

It is almost one month since I started with my FYP. O.o
I have been learning new thing everyday. Not only does it refer to lab work but also refer to everything like how you organise your work and etc.
Also, it turns me into becoming patient enough and persevere till the end even when there's set back.

S.M.I.L.E =)

It has been exactly one year.

If it is not for that morning, I guess we are still stranger to one another.

I seriously, truly admire my courage.

I seriously, truly admire your everything.

We are stranger... once again.

again

and

again

...

21

2011-10-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hello 21. It is a new stage of life where you are taking full responsibility on all your action.

Thanks for everything! :)

Everyone and everything, I *APPRECIATE*

All the things that you all did, go into my heart.

THANK YOU.

小丑

2011-10-23T00:02:00.002+08:00

小丑 immersed itself into this water bath. So cute to see it. Previously it was XiaoGui who always did this. Now is his turn. :D I love how it accompany me all the time of good and bad. =)

lalala~

Another wonderful and happy day to be remembered. =)

I do not need wealth to be happy.

I just want everyone around me to be happy & healthy and that's it.

2011-10-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yawn~:O Zzzzz Sleepy-.-

2011-10-19T00:57:00.002+08:00

Some times ago, I realised there's something wrong within me. I do not understand why is it so but yes, it is. I realised that in every relationship, I never scored A. This relationship comes from all the aspects between people (family, friends, strangers, etc.) and things (anything).

I've never score above 80%.

I wonder who set this boundary for me.

It is just that I will repel beyond that point. Is quite a strong repel actually.

I do not like to get too attached to anyone and anything.

I do not like being like this actually.

It makes me being over sensitive towards everything.

Somehow, I think I'm such a *******

I wonder who actually know...

Maybe all this is due to family background and natural characteristic.

In fact, I actually like being alone but at the same time I love to be surrounded by people.

Well, it is confusing.

Yes, is a meaningless post.

I'll never ever try so hard to prove anything to anyone anymore.

I'm just gonna fight myself. I hope I can survive even if I'm gonna have bruises or scars all over me.

But there's one thing wrong about me..

_s_i_l_e_n_t_

After all, I guess everyone seeks for love and attention. Nobody likes to be ignored.

Sometimes I just hope nobody can see me. I want to hide and I think, I'm hiding.

Thisisarealmeaninglesspost.

Lazy Saturday

2011-10-15T10:58:00.001+08:00

A very lazy Saturday morning. I need to get myself back to work again. :D

Finally I have a new laptop now. ByeBye to my 3 years old laptop. You died so early. I feel sad for getting a new laptop because is such a waste of money @.@ I could have use it for more things. But, what to do? I can't do my school stuff without it.

Ops. Forgot to welcome the arrival of October. I am doing my final year project now. Hope it goes smoothly till the end. Next week is the beginning of a new semester. I have to balance myself between studies and lab works. All I can say is: Just do your best. I love the phrase: Live everyday as it is your last day. This gives me a lot of energy to face everything.

It feels great to get back thing that you thought you have lost them. :)

At that moment, I thought it will gone forever.

Glad that I found it back.

Snow Fungus with Sea Coconut and Longan

2011-09-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

I cooked this. Is nice, I tell you. Haha.

So, the other day I saw sea coconut while I accompany my mum to the market. I thought of my grandma as I saw that because she always cooked this and I think the first time I ate this was actually cooked by my grandma. She always made me missing her foods. I love everything she cooked because I can actually feel all the love that she put into the cooking. Yes, I am missing her badly.
Initially, I was hoping my mum would cook this but she is way too busy so, I cooked this based on my common sense. Hahaha. Of course, my mum as my consultant. So below are the ingredients that I used:

peeled Sea Coconut
soaked snow fungus
dried longan
red dates
pandan leaf
3 types of sugar: brown cane sugar, brown rock sugar and bee sugar. *I'm not sure with the sugar's name. >.<*

I put the pandan leaf into the slow cooker and let it boil. After that, I add in the rest of all the ingredients. Cook till they are soft. That's it :)

So sorry that I couldn't go back.

Genting-20,210911-

2011-09-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

KOREAN MUSIC WAVE 240911 in M'sia. So upset that I can't go. Cannot see TOP&GD. SAD T.T
Hopefully, in the time to come, they will come to M'sia again! :D

Now, let's talk about Genting! :)

View from the room. Love tilt-shift effect. It made them so mini and cute =3

It has been a while since I went to Genting. The last time I went there was CNY this year. It is not a while though. Hahaha. That time I went, got firework display for CNY. I love fireworks!
This trip to Genting, we played indoor games only. Indoor games weren't fun at all. No heart pumping games except for the roller coaster which got my heart pump hard for a little while. But, at least, I finally played the "POM POM car". Hahaha. That was my childhood memory, okay! =D
This trip to Genting was quite a dissapoinment because the weather wasn't as cold as I wanted it to be >.<

US! Argh... My hair block 1/2 of Loh's pretty face >.<

They just look like they are gonna explode!

Reached there, meet up with Mica and check in. Then, off we go for lunch and indoor games!

The Pork Chop Sandwich.

My favourite number :23! Oh ya, the cable car that we were in, was number 23 too!

Four of us <3

Happy face! Lining up to play "POM POM car"

I was excited for this!

Nice smile :)

After that, we went for bowling session. Glow in the dark bowling.

Then, dinner at Kenny Roger's *again* >.<

This girl just can't stop pressing her phone.

This girl too!

After dinner, back to the rides again.

Then, we went back to our room for a rest and took a short nap before catching a movie at around 1am. We watched Johnny English and would never ever wanna doze of in the cinema again just like last time we were here. Hahaha.

Happy moments always passes so fast. The next morning, have to say Goodbye.

That's all. Nitez.

S.M.I.L.E =)

This song here, specially dedicated to you.

-Eternal Flame-

I believe in eternal. =)

Malacca-180911-

2011-09-23T17:32:00.000+08:00

This was the fourth time I went to Malacca since 2010. Why? For the food! What food can you think of when you hear Malacca? Of course, the first place will go to chicken rice ball. Next, follow up by Satay Celup, Chendol and Nonya's. For me, the first place goes to Nadeje crepe! I fell in love with Nadeje ever since I first tried it. I love how it melts in my mouth~!

It time was a one day trip to Malacca. Since we've tried almost all the famous foods there, this time we went to eat Chicken rice balls, crepe and tried out some new stuffs like fried durian, assam laksa and coconut milk shake. I wanted to eat the durian ice-cream this time but it was out of stock.

As usual, it was a long queue. It is even longer during holiday.

Waiting happily :) The weather on that day was kinda windy. Just nice! No scorching hot sun. Lucky us!

This is the DURIAN. It taste durian. Hahaha.

My stomach is too full to try this out. >.<

Assam Laksa. Is kinda spicy and sour.

Next, CREPE! This is the part I've been waiting for. =)

This time, we tried different flavours: Tiramisu, Rum&Raisin and Mango. Some how, I still prefer the original. Tiramisu not bad though. Arggghhh... All is nice! Hahahaha.

Tiramisu Crepe

Rum n Raisin & Mango

Heard from friends coconut milk shake is nice. We find the way there through GPS. Yes, we found it!

The queue is crazy. Just for the milk shake!

So many coconutsssssss!

Tadaaaaa~ Our milk shake. Only a mild taste of coconut.

Hmmmm.... That's all for Malacca trip :') I guess after we all graduate, all these will be a great memories to us. I think we will not be going to Malacca for quite a while. Hahahaha. =)

Family's Dinner@220911

2011-09-22T01:06:00.000+08:00

Just ended Malacca and Genting trip. Tired but I enjoyed and had lots of fun. Will update about the trip soon =)

Now, I would like to update about my family's dinner. Family's dinner? It is so common okay. What is so special about it? Hahaha. But... do you know nowadays it is not easy to get together with family and have a decent meal? Especially when we are all grown up now and have our own life. Being able to have everyone in the family gather and eat together is a very blissful thing, you know? That's why, I appreciate it a lot. Thank you.

It has been months, a few months since five of us gather together and 220911 is the day :) Brother came back and I am here! So we went for a dinner at :

Silver Dragon.

I love the soup. Yummy!

These are the dishes that we had.
Everything taste so nice when all of us are eating together. =)
In fact, the dishes taste GOOD.

Dessert ;D Mango.

It has also been a long long long time since five of us watched movie together. We planned to watch either Johnny English or Nasi Lemak. Nasi Lemak sudah habis dijual so we watched Johnny English in the end. BUT, I watched that when I was in Genting so by my own, I watched Contagion. Contagion talked about the spreading of a virus like H1N1 and how people take control over it. This movie basically showed us how powerful is the virus to be able to infect people at a very fast rate through simple thing like touching. Glad that I learned Virology because everything that was showed in the movie, I learnt them in Virology such as Biosafety Lab 4, incubation period and vaccine! I bet Mr Doraemon would love this movie. Hahaha.

Lastly, family photo~! =)

Gotta get back to prepare my FYP presentation slides.

Good night and sweet dream =)

Till then.

A day with S

2011-09-17T02:52:00.001+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhh~ Feel so good to be free from exam. Exam period was a torture, man! Planing, planing what to do for my holiday! Yay! Firstly will be Malacca and Genting trip. Next I would like to go back JB and go Pulau Sibu. BUT, the FYP briefing is stuck in the middle of my hols. After that briefing, will go back to find the kids. Maybe, after that only I'll back to JB. But, I can't wait. My grandma call me. She said she miss me. This words make me wanna fly over there immediately. Plus, she's sick now. Cough and flu. Is common for us but not for them. Heart so pain >.< I always miss out the chance to see my grandmas and grandpas. Firstly, the day when my dad's parent which is my grandparent came, I was back to Kampar for exam. And then, just the day I back to Seremban, my mum's grandparent which is also my grandparent, they left Seremban and back to JB. What the HELL!

GongGong PoPo,
WaiGong WaiPo,
I miss you all!

emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo >_<

Must find time to go back :D

Okay... okay... Now, back to the main topic! Finally! After so long, finally I meet up with ShareHarn. I miss her so much. Well, not that much actually. *laugh* Kinda miss the time when she was still in Kampar. Alright, that's the pass. Glad that she's doing great now. =) So, we had lunch together, chat n chat, shop around and not forgetting to snap n snap.

Chili's!

Lastly, XD

Yay! They are coming~! =)

Shit, my sleeping time is altered.

>.<

Need to Sleep, NOW.

Good Night.

Sweet dream =)

2011-09-14T13:29:00.001+08:00

Good Luck~!

2011-09-10T23:21:00.001+08:00

Yay! yay! yay! Done with two papers. Two more to go. Then, HOLIDAY~ yes! Anticipating our Malacca and Genting trip~ =)
Finally there's a holiday but as usual, is a short one but I'm happy with it. *contented*

And, and, and I'll be able to go back to visit them! I miss them so much! Oh ya, UPSR is coming soon. They must be very worry about it. I just hope they will do their best in the exam. :D Good Luck! Missing my little brother and sister here. Can't wait to see them! =)

They are only Standard 1 if I'm not mistaken. So CUTE, right? =)

Two more papers coming up. Worry much! >_< So afraid of Pharmacology paper. ~.~

I wonder why I don't feel sleepy at all. I know that down deep in me I really need to get some sleep.
I think I must thank my mum for that Magic Pill. *laugh*
So, buck up! FIGHT~ that's the spirit! XD
Okay, that's all. =) Off to study~!

BYE BYE!

I must say...

I really do...

S.M.I.L.E

Caught in the act!

2011-09-08T13:56:00.001+08:00

Caught in the act!

I laughed so hard when I saw this scene! I quickly snap a photo in order to show my mum. *hoping that my mum would scold him...hehe* Hahaha. XiaoCou just stared at me innocently without trying to let let go of the bra. So Cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

My Love

Good Luck for the first paper tomorrow.

God Bless everyone.

I'm a FAMOUS Celebrity! Hahaha!

2011-09-05T18:23:00.003+08:00

Out of boredom, I morphed my face with celebrity thinking how I would look like if I were to be them. Technically, I've ruined their face. T.T I look good by having their features on me but definitely not the other way round. Pathetic. So, I should go for a plastic surgery, yea? Hahahaha.

Now, let me show you that I can be famous celebrity as well. =D

Angelina Jolie. I can have sexy lip too :*

Britney Spears!

Beyonce!

Marilyn Monre.

Ayumi! I made her face so fat >"<

Bieber!

Harry Potter!

Thanks to this, I can imagine myself becoming a famous celebrity. LOL.

Hope all these pictures can get you a good laugh.

I know final examination is just 4 days away.

Everybody must be stress up. Not excluding me, of course.

So, just do our best, alright?

I'm worry actually but I don't wanna spread this negative energy.

I want positive energy.

Thanks for all the ++++ charges that I received.

Hahaha.

Even if I die, I'm gonna die gracefully.

Touch wood! I ain't gonna die.

Hahahaha.

A good laugh is always the best stress reliever.

So, LAUGH!!! =D

Last but not least, my FAVOURITE:

My future son: Cute isn't it? Who's the father? XD

*scroll down*

TOP!

Dreaming~

Oh, I even tried TOP:

Yes, I almost made his face burst. >.< Sorry, Top. My face is as big as a moon.

Original Photo:

Kanasai punya face.

Hallucination

2011-09-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

You & I. Together, we looked into the same direction.

Does this picture gives you some kind of hallucination effect? Does it goes inward or does it protrudes outward? Well, it depends on your perception and how you see it.

Just like love.

To me, love is hallucination or maybe... delusion.

Footprints

2011-09-02T19:28:00.002+08:00

Is all about logo and brand.

Love Quote

2011-09-01T22:13:00.001+08:00

Let us always meet each other with smile,
for the smile is the beginning of love.
-Mother Teresa-

Never trust a pig =.=

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.
-Plato-

I've made the most important discovery of my life. It's only in the mysterious equation of love that any logical reasons can be found.
-Erich Fromm-

The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread.
-Mother Teresa-

For you see, each day I love you more
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
-Rosemonde Gerard-

Nice song with meaningful lyric. =]

cause you never know

what you got

until it's gone

away away away away

long long gone

Happy 54th, M'sia!

2011-08-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Kebangsaan! Happy Birthday to you, Malaysia. :)

Still remember back then in primary and secondary school time, the moment as we stepped into August, we started with decorating our classroom with flags, bunga raya and slogan. I was real patriotic when I was in primary school. Haha. I even joined performance and choir for this Hari Kebangsaan. So fun! Back in secondary school when I was in Form 3, my classmates and I were in charge in decoration. Feel so satisfied with the outcome! Not that it was pretty, but the efforts that we all put into this decoration and the time we all spent together are the things that kept remember till now.

Hmmmm... Countdown 9 days to Final exam T.T

I'm worry, I'm afraid, I'm scare and I doubt.
Bad feelings, shooooo away.
I am going with confidence and belief.

Hahahahahaha XD

Lastly,
me in make up?!
LoL.. I think throughout this 21 years old, since the moment that I know what I'm doing, I think I've only try putting on make up for less than 5 times?

LoL I opt for natural beauty. No offense ya~ ;) but I find it a hassle to put them on and is weird for me actually. Also, it is wasting money >.<. However, make up really made one looks better as it make you look more energetic and fresh. By this, I mean more pretty, of course! Hahahaha.

献丑啦。

Forgive my 'hiaoness'

Still a girl after all. LOL.

Random:

say HI to the dog next door ;)

Busy for the whole day. Finally I can have time by myself.

Before this,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to my Muslim's friends.

Till then.

With regards =)

Don't Wanna Try

2011-08-29T10:45:00.002+08:00

Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try

Don't wanna try no more

Don't wanna try no more for almost everything.

But trying is the way to success.

Well, for certain things, no matter how hard you try, nothing will ever changes.

Loving this song by Frankie J

*touches me* LOL.

Random:

Out of sudden, I don't know how to study >.<

+U ! *V* peaze

Towards the end of 2011.

P/s: my bro just got back from Genting. Argh >.<

Dandelions

2011-08-28T09:01:00.000+08:00

If problems and worries are like dandelions, we just need to BLOW them away ~ s.m.i.l.e =)

Korean Music Wave 2011

2011-08-27T11:35:00.004+08:00

Damn it.
LOL.
I don't meant this brownies. What I meant is... ah... forget about it.

I still back to s.m.i.l.e after all.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One last thing... KOREAN MUSIC WAVE is coming to MALAYSIA.
This make me excited as TOP and G DRAGON will be coming too.
The two of them are coming to M'sia. OMG. I can't believe it.
WooooooHoooooooooo
How I wish 2ne1 will come too. I want PARKBOM~
Gonna grab the ticket! Must not miss it.
Finally I can meet them in real. =D
Loh, let's GO~
hahahahahaha XD

Phew~

2011-08-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

Phew~ How blur can I be? I actually left this yellow little thing in the library. How could I possibly forgot to take it. Inside contain so so so so so many secretssssss that I might kill myself if all those are leak out @.@
I have done sorting out my notes and packing my stuffs and left gracefully which I am pretty sure that I didn't left anything out. So, I just walk towards Block D to wait for the bus and go home. Wait here wait there while looking out for lengzai and lenglui then I receive a message from 0**-******0 telling me that I left my diary organizer at the place where I sat just now. The first thing that pop into my mind was "DID HE/SHE READ MY DIARY ?! " oh~ die. Then I rush to the library as fast as I can to get it. Feeling so embarrassed if anybody read what I wrote. *No worry! I don't write any bad things of others, I just write all my thoughts, my personal stuffs!* When I reached there, he's gone and I got my diary back. Thanks so much!!! and I am so glad that I wrote my phone number in there. PHEW~

P/s: You guys must be curious why I went to library today and ain't I suppose to be back in the home already right? HAHAHA. It was just a sudden decision yesterday that I plan to stay for a few more days before going back. I would like to finish some of my studying here first. Damn. The time is never enough >"<. Most probably will go back on Sunday. Happy study week my lovessss. Take care=)))

SwimmingBoat

2011-08-24T13:49:00.004+08:00

SwimmingBoat tonight~! =D SwimmingBoat with corns, hot dogs, fish balls, prawns, veggies and mushrooms! ♥
Gonna have lotsa fun tonight =) *before facing the torturing final exam.*

I'm still missing QiangQiang a lotssssssss.

His favourite spot~!

Miss how he always bite my shirt

Happy Birthday

2011-08-23T06:24:00.001+08:00

“生日快乐” 是昨天要说的... 我。忘。记。了。。。 =[

Happy Birthday, dad =]

喜多berry

2011-08-21T23:55:00.004+08:00

突然
突然好想去 Cameron Highland. >_<
想念那凉凉的天气~超舒服的啦~！
还有“喜多berry” XD ♥

上一次去好像是在2009年。我的天啊~时间怎么过得那么那么那么的快？！
好恐怖~~~ >_<

明天要考试了。我的妈呀~

突然有种想大叫的感觉~ 我要大大声声的喊~！哈哈 =）啊~~~

Random:

我的老弟阿~几时才能见面 >^<

ParkBom 她好可爱哦~ ♥

原来

2011-08-21T03:11:00.003+08:00

想了很多...

以前的。现在的。以后的。

以前的，我想把它作为我学习跟进步的老师。

现在的，我想把它做到最好。没有后悔。

以后的，我要比现在跟好。一天比一天好。

长大了...想的东西也跟着多了...

在每个阶段里都让我学了很多。每个人，每件事。

以前觉得很重要的现在也变得不重要了。

或者说，

以前觉得不重要的现在也变得很重要了。

也因为大了，了解多了，知道多了，感触也多了。

可是心还是一样，没有变大。

可能刚开始很难接受这些变化。心会觉得很难受。

但是久了，我们的心变强了也能沉受得跟多了。

很多事情知道了放在心就好。

有些事情还是不要知道的太多。

做好自己该做的事，觉得对的就好。

有些事不用解释太多。自己知道就好。

情绪它，起起落落，高了又低，低了又高。

我相信每个人都是这样吧。

这是一定会的应为我们是有感受的。

最重要的是当你情绪低的时候，你要懂得把自己的情绪拉回来。=）

大海一直都是我想向往的地方

我最尊敬的阿公。可是，在这里不得不笑一下。你看那香蕉好像成了他的头发。哈哈=D

最简单也是我最爱的一餐。阿公准备的。

都是开心的=）

Hands that I wanna hold forever.

它也要红包！

最后，

看回了很多以前的照片。

每个人在不同的阶段，看同一样的东西时，原来看法合感觉也不同了。

=）

有时候我的处事方式可能太强硬了只应为我想保握现在不想后悔也不想错过。

但是不是没个人都能接受得了也不是每个人都这么认为。

所以我气人也都不过一天因为我怕如果突然间他死了而我们是在气头上。我会后悔因为这样的方式说再见太可惜了。

你们去了哪里？

2011-08-20T00:23:00.002+08:00

你们去了哪里？

Something meaningful

2011-08-17T14:17:00.003+08:00

Found some nice pictures with meaningful phrases from FB. Below are some of them that I find them arousing, inspiring and interesting. =)

【心理技巧：学会管理自己的情绪】当人的情绪处于低潮时，对任何事情都提不起兴趣，要学会转移注意力。既然已经成为事实，就尝试着去接受，去面对现实。一个人不可能改变世界，世界也不会因你而改变。我们所能做的，就是适应这个世界。不钻牛角尖。不要对现状不满，不要和别人攀比。

假如人生活在一种无力改变的痛苦之中，就会转而爱上这种痛苦，把它视为一种快乐，以让自己好过一些。

很多时候，我们说放下了，其实并没有真的放下，我们只是假装很幸福，然后在寂静的角落里孤独地抚摸伤痕。

【心理学家建议9个方法做出更好的选择】1.别害怕后果 2.跟着自己的直觉走 3.考虑你的情感因素 4.和自己唱反调 5.盯住眼前的目标 6.不要为无法补救的事懊悔 7.用另一种方式看问题 8.注意社会压力 9.限制你的选择。

所有的故事，都有个结局。但幸运的是，我们的生活中，每个结局会变成一个新的开始。所以，故事刚开始也好，结束也罢，都要准备好迎接下一个故事带来的惊喜。

心理学家分别做了2个实验：前者让一些人连续4天，每次15分钟写下自己的最痛苦经历；后者让另一些人连续3天，每次15分钟写下自己最高兴的经历。结果：不论写痛苦日记的人，还是写快乐日记人，大家的情绪都变得更加积极了。这是因为，疏导痛苦的情绪和强化快乐的经验一样，都会让人开心。

There's still a lot more of these.

Alright, time to continue with studying.

Doraemon

Good luck, everyone~!

Oh Yeah ♥ Bom

2011-08-15T10:49:00.000+08:00

♥ Oh Yeah ♥

♥ParkBOM♥ she's so pretty and cute! addicted.

Random Picture =)

StarFruits♥

Hmmmm... miss them ;'(

Back Kampar and get busy.

Tests, quiz and Fyp proposal.

Gayao~!

kill you~!

Sandwich

2011-08-11T18:42:00.000+08:00

Aaaaahaaaa~! Here I am again. I am bored to death at home.Feel like watching Zookeeper and Apes but no one wanna watch with me =( Brother is busy. Mum is tired. Dad, forget about it because he only watch KUNGFUuuuu.Wuwuwuwuwu T.T Watch alone, no mood >.<

BeeeeeBaaaaaaBuuuuuuuuBaaaaaaBeeeeeBeeeeeeBuuuuuuuBuuuuuuBaaaaaaa
Mooooooo~Mooooooo~Mooooooooooo

My moo~moo~moo~moo~ cup

Can you feel my boringness? Hahahaha=D

Today, mum is free.So, we made sandwiches and salads for our lunch.Going western. Basically, the sandwich comprise of bread, salads, hams, bacon, cheese and mayonnaise.

The salads. Dressing is virgin oil with lemon.

Ham Sandwich.

u can't c me, u can't c me

Buh-Bye